Sad thing is...

There's never been a day like today
Everything seems to have frozen into place
There aint it's ups or downs..nor it's fun and excitement you sense each day
It's a pretty sad thing huh? but no one out there seems to realise
It's just like the olden days when you're pretending to be happy when you're not
or perhaps vice versa..
Sometimes i just wish you could at least understand me but of course you don't
because the time we spent together is so limited
and you don't give yourself chance. You don't put in any effort.
And i don't like you for being like this. It's as though you have no faith or confidence in me.
You're only giving me one less impression of yourself.. Does that help you?
You probably would want all the love in this world.. but without trying to grab all you can, can you ever suceed? Ask yourself this. I've thought enough of it. Maybe i'm just expecting too much from you. But the only thing i want from you is for you to prove to me that you have what it takes to be mine forever..
That's all i'm hoping for right now..